10/11/08
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so i had a great time with my friends tonight. then i came home. my parents went and watched a movie in the basement, and i sat in front of the computer and pretended that it didn't hurt to feel alone. i know i'm not alone, so why am i so darn lonely? why do i feel so isolated? and why, oh why, do i have to keep going?
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I like your blog!
I understand dearest, I really do. It's like, yeah, Jesus is there and that's awesome. But I really want a human companion just now. I don't know why either, but it's pretty wampy. Next time give me a ring on the teli, I was awake for the next two hours anyways ;)
~me
*hug* you're an amazing person dear one, and we love you.
~me..or us....
You aren't the only one who feels isolated, Rache. And you have a network of friends who love you and want to help you when you're feeling that way.
-L
no. it's not isolated. It's lonely. alone. because there's no one around. both of y'all have little sibs, not just an empty house. it's different with an empty house.
*nods* yeah, you're right, we both have little siblings. But I do know what it's like to have my older siblings gone and grown, and it is lonely. Unbearabley sometimes, and though I may still have a pretty full house, I feel very lonely on occasion too. (Little siblings hardly make up for the intelligent and deep conversations held with elder ones).
~me
true, but at least they're a presence.
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